Seriously Stressed (oooh, alliteration!)
Yes I'm almost on the brink of insanity. I've never been so bogged down mountains of work before in my life!For a usually organised planner, I'm super stressed man. I've never had problems in the past with dealing with workloads or having many committments because I always take care of it by writing down everything I need to do and plan on what day to do what thing. But this plan is totally not working now, coz in midst of carrying out my "plans", new work just keep piling itself up and up and up and up...
First of all, schoolwork. Even though I have only 3 modules this sem compared to the usual 4 in the past 3 sems, each module is humugous! For 2 of the modules, the readings are stacked sky-high, and they never seem to stop comming! Then the third one requires a hell lot of research too. For one of the two heavy-reading modules, Public Law, I don't quite get the entire syllabus. Sure it's interesting learning about the constitution, the political rift between the present ruling party versus the opposition, etc but oh man, those readings are insanity. On top of that, after I read, I'm not sure how to tie everything together to make coherent, comprehensive notes, which I've always been doing. Argh, and it's killing me.
Then I've got CCA and church committments too. Although being a treasurer in Political Association (PA) is considerably easier than organising events, the depleting funds never fail to stress me out, esp when MC don't keep to their budget. Churchwise, I've got to plan for lessons, unlike in the past when my role was merely facilitative (Sunday school teacher for the uninitiated).
Oh well. CNY's coming and perhaps my only respite in this jungle of ravenous competition. Hopefully I can stay on top of it. Sigh.
Well, thanks everyone for having the patience to read my ranting all the way here. Good luck to anyone experiencing the same as me. Happy Chinese New Year! Hongbao, goodies, relatives, nice clothes...
2 Comments:
Whoa sounds scary. Seriously tho its like we're always so busy, but when we actually get down to doing stuff it isn't as bad as we thought. Think its the worrying that stresses you out. Try prioritising your stuff and if it can't all be done you were probably placing overly high expectations on yourself anyway.
Here I'll even help you: Drop the church stuff.
WTH man some deluded maniac has hacked the sg-jeonjihyun forum!!
//Command Tribulation - hacking for Jesus
"We came to be the light of the world, we talked about Paz and about the love of God!
We lamented for your site, but we used the weapon that we have to speak him as Jesus loves you!
Jesus Cristo is returning, be sorry of your sins!
Somos o que vocês jamais poderão ser!"
Haha i'll see you in hell then..
hey junyi'02 here haha can't post larhx so just drop a msg hope it gets to someone hmmx. STJ tmr at Café Cartel, PS, 5pm :) JTS' next week haha. u all shd be free rite? pop by eh! ^^
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